Looking forward to a Better future <3

Dah lebih kurang ENAM bulan x blogging seh. Serious RINDU GILA. haha.
Okayh. Straight to the subject k?


I pray every single minute of my every day for a better future. Hurm.

In STUDIES ;

I didn't get matriks though. It is sad, but it's fate. Everything happens for reasons. And I'm going to stick with it. I pray I can make it to any great university to further my study ; in diploma programmes [ undergraduates is it? ]. Hmm. I really want to make myself busy, the busiest I can be so that I can forget anything sucks in my life. I'm scared for SURE but I look forward to it. I shud make a wise decision, once I have to and accept it without any compliments. Ke bintang! HAHA. Can't wait! (:

Building SELFCONFIDENCE ;

I shud be proud of myself but that doesn't mean I can show it to other people. I've gained my self confidence at Kem Karisma, Kuala Pilah during National Service or known as PLKN. I am such a shy person before and I am totally different NOW! SERIOUSLY! Xpercaye cntact kwn2ku ea. Haha. And it's hard for me to interact and communicate with people, especially guys (;. Seriously. Being there, I've tried my best. I shud be honest in life and be so much braver and I know I'll gain much more self confidence. I know I can! YEAY!

Yeah. Finally : In LOVE LIFE ;

This is hard. Real HARD. It plays with emotion. Honestly, I am into somebody I think, I mean I'm sure and if I have to let him go, or leave him, I'll do it. I will just leave him and InsyaAllah I will be loved someday. IT'S HARD, but I shud give myself chances to be happy without him. Without trying to fix the relationship everyday and keep guessing what his true feelings are. Without even being confuse of his actions, his words. Sometimes, I believe that talk is cheap. Huh. Just be friends and try to forget those feelings. I will let him be happy with somebody he love and don't let him hurt my feelings. To be suffering is stupid after all of this time. Believe it or not, it is freaking damn hard for me to just leave and forget because when I love someone, I will love him forever. ALWAYS. But I have to at least TRY! Ke Bintang lagi! (:. I love... Haha.


will upload some pictures nt!
Slmi.

Oh Ohhh I miss blogging xx

Hey hey guys. Here we go again after a very long break ( I am not writing ). I miss you guys. A lot. I do. YES! I do. But then, I don't have much time to compose something great as my sis want to use the pc. I promise I'll upload all those wonderful pictures from June ( If I had one :PP ) next time kayh kayh! Anyway,
Selamat Hari Raya to all. Maaf Zahir Batin too sayangs! (: Have a wonderful time and enjoy ur raya yeppp!

sloppy kisses xxsalmi

Meaningful Day

There are two things happened im my life today. And it's not a good thing. But I'm happy. Confuse? Hmm. I had wrote before about my very first love right? Yeah, he is a great guy. Now, at this moment, he has a girlfriend. And I'm feel awesome for him. He needs one. He will always be in my heart ( Yeah, of course! He's my first love ). That's one. The second thing is I have a friend. A guy.. He had ask me before to be his girlfriend ( and i didn't want to as there are some problems and difficulties ). Thus, time goes by. He treat me well. But I think we argue a lot lah. Hmm. Until today. He told me everything I should know and for god sake I desperately want to know it long time ago. I'm just a replacement. Of his ex. I HATE HIM. Incredibly bad.
So hell much. I deleted all his messages and his phone number. But then, I felt awesome as I wrote before. I know what to do next as I didn't have any scandal with anyone now. He should told me earlier so I don't have to waste all my credits for him hahha. I feel free. There are so hell many better guy than him kan? So, why should I be mad and sad? I should be thankful. Isn't it? And plus. I'm the BEST thing he NEVER have. (:. I'm very glad he knows what he is doing and I feel ecstatic for him. That's all.

You may Love me
xoxo

Suria-rians (:

xx

Ecstatic!

What a nice shot kan?

Warriors, Live For Victory

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Foster friend, Dormmate

'S'

'S' for Salmi and Suria (:

De' Orca? Sigh*

Captains and Vice-Captains

Suria

Segara

Buana

Purnama

Aha. Sheesh. Smart la konon.

Pictures

SumbangSih 2007

Ahahha. World Peace (:

Too cute for words! Bubblegum Bubbly Mubbly Bla (;

Rabie is so-addicted-to-camera.

Don't u think so? Sigh.

Bujat da!

Stairway to Success (:

There's no one left to fall,

When u reach the bottom );

SobSob.

Look how sweet they are laahh!

Jealous!

Sigh

F R E A K E N I N G B O R E D.

Don't really have something to talk about today ;/

One of my trillion dreams :

To witness a miracle (:. Heh.

ByeByeHunny(:

Blogging before going back to Kluang.

Oit. I'm going back to Kluang tomorrow. I hate it. But, What else can I do. 2008. It's a big and unenjoyable year for me. Yepee. SPM. argh. I should make my parents proud of me or else... Hah. Gonna miss blogging so much (:.

I Love Blogging (;

Hahaha.

Take care yepp?

Lots of Love,

Only Salmi.