Meaningful Day

There are two things happened im my life today. And it's not a good thing. But I'm happy. Confuse? Hmm. I had wrote before about my very first love right? Yeah, he is a great guy. Now, at this moment, he has a girlfriend. And I'm feel awesome for him. He needs one. He will always be in my heart ( Yeah, of course! He's my first love ). That's one. The second thing is I have a friend. A guy.. He had ask me before to be his girlfriend ( and i didn't want to as there are some problems and difficulties ). Thus, time goes by. He treat me well. But I think we argue a lot lah. Hmm. Until today. He told me everything I should know and for god sake I desperately want to know it long time ago. I'm just a replacement. Of his ex. I HATE HIM. Incredibly bad.
So hell much. I deleted all his messages and his phone number. But then, I felt awesome as I wrote before. I know what to do next as I didn't have any scandal with anyone now. He should told me earlier so I don't have to waste all my credits for him hahha. I feel free. There are so hell many better guy than him kan? So, why should I be mad and sad? I should be thankful. Isn't it? And plus. I'm the BEST thing he NEVER have. (:. I'm very glad he knows what he is doing and I feel ecstatic for him. That's all.

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